The Five Stages of Grief.

1. Denial
2. Bargaining
3. Depression
4. Anger
5. ACCEPTANCE

I am FINALLY in the anger stage!   After my legal woes ended and I got back to work I finally had sometime to heal this damn broken heart of mine and what I found out is that I"M %^$&#*$ PISSED!

Great stage to be in.  FINALLY!  Fool me once... shame on you.  Fool me twice... SHAME ON ME!  BAD ME!  I fell for the Princes shit not only twice but let him treat me like a piece of shit for almost a full year catering to his little pathetic ego!

So if my posts seem ranty and ravey .....they are.  They may be for sometime until I have cleansed my system of that foul foul man.   I told him during our time together repeatedly that he was treating me like "B" (The most abusive person I have ever known)..  and he did but he even went further.  I will heal for sure.  But now is the time for me to speak my anger and I will.

The train shut down yesterday and my lovely ex bfriend whom I am very close with (who the prince ridiculed and directed terrible actions to.. I can tell that story later) was stuck in another city with noway to get home.  I offered to pick him up.  Once he was in my car I told him...  "Omg BF.. I fucked up last night!"  He was like "uh oh H what did you do?!"  I stated, "I fell down, lost my books and emailed the Prince!  I emailed him "You are a piece of SHIT. go look in the mirror for five minutes" and... "Oh and you look fat in that video BTW"...

BF Started to chuckle hysterically like a little kid!!  It was effen hilarious!  He was like "It's always bad to drunk text or email anything but THAT IS FUCKING HILARIOUS H!"

Cheered me up.  Thanks BF!